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Some are my own work- peoms, stories and other lines of thought and quick sketch yet some are just pieces that I find interesting and full of insight.

Bright Day Dark Night - 25/6/2004January 11, 2007
The sun is shining
The grass is green
The flowers blooming
The birds sing.

Sitting here in darkness
Wanting to be free
I remain trapped in my memories
I sit alone & sad.

Wanting to feel the sun once more
Wanting to sit upon the grass
Wanting to smell the flowers bloom
Wanting to hear the birds sing.

But now I can't for I sit
Within myself, unable to move
I need your help before I die
Here in sadness & misery.
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Tormented SoulJanuary 11, 2007
My soul cries out in agony
My spirit cries in devastation
My core feels empty
My body feels broken
My mind is trapped.

In a world so numb
In a world full of pain
In a world full of evil
In a world full of confusion
And a world full of death.
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Immobilisation - 6/June/2004January 11, 2007

Immobilised by fears
Blinded by tears.
Paralysed by hurt
And being kicked in the dirt.
Haunted by pain
& the constant rain
That lingers above me
Making me flee.
So I remain inside
Awaiting my suicide.

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Me & My PersonalityNovember 21, 2006

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||||| 50%
Stability |||||||||||||| 56%
Orderliness |||||||||||| 50%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 70%
Interdependence |||||||||||| 50%
Intellectual |||||||||||| 50%
Mystical |||||||||||||| 56%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious |||||||||||||| 56%
Hedonism |||||| 30%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 43%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||||||||||| 56%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 63%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||||||||| 70%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||| 63%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| 50%
Histrionic |||||| 30%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||||||| 56%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 70%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 43%
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Your Element is Fire
Your power color: red

Your energy: hot

Your season: spring

Like a fire, you are full of power and light.
A born leader, you easily draw people toward you.
You are full of courage and usually up for anything dangerous.
You have a huge ego and love to be the center of attention.
What Element Are You?

You are a New Age Girl!
You're bright, opinionated, and dedicated to changing the world.
Even if it's one hybrid car at a time, you do you part to make things better.
In fact, you may be so busy with your causes that you have little time for love.
Take an extra yoga class or two, and you just might meet New Age Guy!
What Kind of Girl Are You?
Your Opinion....
On the death penalty: Wrong!! Proven rapists, mass murders & pedaphiles should be hung by their feet over a cliff though, personally speaking.
On reciting the Pledge of Allegiance in schools: This is only a waste of time. I mean someone could recite it but would that mean they agreed with it or was going to follow it through??No it don't and on that ground I dont think it should be done if it aint gonna be taken serious;y
On homosexuals in the military: Homosexuals are people just like the rest of us!!! If they wanna fight for their country in the military then let them fight for their country in the military!!!
The war in the Middle East: SHOULD NOT BE HAPPENING... war is not the answer, talks & freedom & peace of our worlds is!!!
Schwarzeneggar...Governor or Terminator: He pays a great bad guy or muscle fighting guy in movies but- and I mean this in the nicest of ways- he's past it. He should be Governor sure why not?
Current gas/fuel prices: Man, prices are way too high. The government have a bad day and they make themselves happy but upping prices. It's a new King John era... where is Robin Hood to save us or King Richard?
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Onyx Wells- the one in the middleOctober 11, 2006

                  

Named Because: Her hair is black & she was born by a well

 

 

·              A cerulean eyed and dark brown skinned raven

·              Never knew her junkie & hooker mother as she was left to rot in an orphanage straight after birth

 

Ruby Rushes

 

Onyx Wells is found as a nameless baby abandoned by the well in the midst of the nearby woods where the nuns from the orphanage regularly went to bring back water. She is brought back to the orphanage where she became one of the many children living in the filthy slums of the broken down orphanage. A year later, still without a name, she finds an abandoned baby in the rushes of the river that made its way along the side of the building. Because she found her, Onyx spends her time with this new person and soon they are inseparable. Onyx names her friend Ruby Rushes because she found her in the rushes and because she always wears ruby bows in her hair, which had been given to her by one of the nuns. On being named by Onyx, Ruby decides to name Onyx so because of her black onyx hair and the fact that she was found by a well.

One day during craft-making three years later, Ruby decides to make a bracelet using only black, red and white wool. Onyx is curious and asked what she is doing. Without looking up from her craft, Ruby simply tells her that they are to be friends forever and that this bracelet will be worn to resemble their friendship if they were ever parted. “I don’t want you to forget me.” She says to Onyx. Onyx, who thinks this is a great idea makes a replica of Ruby’s bracelet. On asking what the colours represented, Ruby replies by saying; “The black is for your name, the red is for my name and the white shows our friendship.” Onyx nods and says: “when I die I will watch over you.”            Ruby is happy to hear this and says: “If I die first I’ll watch over you.” To which Onyx replies: “Which one of us dies first shall watch over the other.” To which they both agree and, when they are finished their bracelets, they place them on their wrists and are contented.

However after just two years of making the bracelet and this promise, Ruby catches the whooping cough virus for which there is no cure. She lies in bed coughing constantly and is only allowed to see Onyx an hour or two. Once, when they are together in the room, Ruby says: “A promise made, a bracelet we gave, a death do us part, one of us in the grave.” After which, she closes her eyes and is no more.

Onyx is devastated that her friend is no longer with her and runs away after seeing her buried.

 

 

Denzel

 

While she is running through the woods, Onyx bangs into a man who is on a hunt. “Woo, woo, my dear where are you going in such a hurry?” he says to her. Onyx can tell he is from the city because of his accent but is not bothered with it. She tries to run past him but he stops her. “Where are you running from?” he asks her but then he remembers the old orphanage on the hill. He kneels down before her and makes a promise to buy her if she goes back to the orphanage with him. At first she is weary of him but then she agrees. He takes her back to the orphanage where she is grabbed by a nun by the ear. Denzel stops the woman from harming Onyx and asks to buy her. The nun quickly asks for a hundred and Denzel gives her the money. Onyx walks away from the orphanage and its memories with Denzel by her side. Denzel brings her home and gives her a room for the night.

The next day, Denzel takes Onyx shopping for essentials and they stop at the local graveyard to pay their respects to Denzel’s mother. Denzel can see that graves bother her and vows never to take her to one again.

Denzel owns a casino, one of many, named Gonzalo where he works every night. At first, he brings Onyx there for convenience of not having to pay a babysitter but he starts getting her to help with the clean-up after closing. Six years later, she is serving customers at the bar the nights Denzel works and goes to school the next morning.

 

Clover

 

Two years after that, Onyx is headlining the casino with her dancing on stage for all the customers in the bar six nights a week. It is in this year that she falls pregnant with her first child. Denzel flips out when being told but allows her to keep the child who is a girl and they call Clover because of her green eyes. She is left at home with a babysitter while her parents work because Onyx did not want her getting into the same situation as she was put. Onyx spends her days after school and all weekend days with Clover shopping, going to the park and the zoo, swimming and other such activities that mother and daughters can do. They have a really close relationship and Clover knows nothing about what Onyx and Denzel do at night and what they are really involved in.

 

Amber

 

Two years after their first child, Onyx is pregnant again only this time Denzel does not get to spend any time with her because Onyx is sold to Marosa before she is born.


(Posted in Bangers and Bimbos)
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Me- drawn by my sisterOctober 10, 2006

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PiratesSeptember 29, 2006

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Babies 4m SpaceSeptember 28, 2006

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This is HalloweenSeptember 26, 2006

This Is Halloween

SHADOW
Boys and girls of every age
Wouldn't you like to see something strange?

SIAMESE SHADOW
Come with us and you will see
This, our town of Halloween

PUMPKIN PATCH CHORUS
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Pumpkins scream in the dead of night

GHOSTS
This is Halloween, everybody make a scene
Trick or treat till the neighbors gonna die of fright
It's our town, everybody scream
In this town of Halloween

CREATURE UNDER BED
I am the one hiding under your bed
Teeth ground sharp and eyes glowing red

MAN UNDER THE STAIRS
I am the one hiding under your stairs
Fingers like snakes and spiders in my hair

CORPSE CHORUS
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!

VAMPIRES
In this town we call home
Everyone hail to the pumpkin song

MAYOR
In this town, don't we love it now?
Everybody's waiting for the next surprise

CORPSE CHORUS
Round that corner, man hiding in the trash can
Something's waiting now to pounce, and how you'll scream

HARLEQUIN DEMON, WEREWOLF, AND MELTING MAN
Scream! This is Halloween
Red 'n' black, slimy green

WEREWOLF
Aren't you scared?

WITCHES
Well, that's just fine
Say it once, say it twice
Take the chance and roll the dice
Ride with the moon in the dead of night

HANGING TREE
Everybody scream, everybody scream

HANGED MEN
In our town of Halloween

CLOWN
I am the clown with the tear-away face
Here in a flash and gone without a trace

SECOND GHOUL
I am the "who" when you call, "Who's there?"
I am the wind blowing through your hair

OOGIE BOOGIE SHADOW
I am the shadow on the moon at night
Filling your dreams to the brim with fright

CORPSE CHORUS
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!
Halloween! Halloween!

CHILD CORPSE TRIO
Tender lumplings everywhere
Life's no fun without a good scare

PARENT CORPSES
That's our job, but we're not mean
In our town of Halloween

CORPSE CHORUS
In this town

MAYOR
Don't we love it now?

MAYOR WITH CORPSE CHORUS
Everyone's waiting for the next surprise

CORPSE CHORUS
Skeleton Jack might catch you in the back
And scream like a banshee
Make you jump out of your skin
This is Halloween, everybody scream
Won't ya please make way for a very special guy
Our man Jack is king of the pumpkin patch
Everyone hail to the Pumpkin King now

EVERYONE
This is Halloween, this is Halloween
Halloween! Halloween! Halloween! Halloween!

CORPSE CHILD TRIO
In this town we call home
Everyone hail to the pumpkin song

EVERYONE
La la-la la, Halloween! Halloween!

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Forbidden IISeptember 26, 2006

Verse 1:

 

The love of the two forbidden souls is seen.

Their parents drive them apart.

She sits looking onto the road.

Under the same starry sky

They shed tears of sadness.

The love of the two forbidden souls is seen.

 

 

Chorus:

 

Don't break my heart

Don't crush my spirits

I wanna hold you 'til I die

Don't let them- beat us

I'm not going to let us stray

And be forbidden too.

 

 

Verse 2:

 

Their parents drive them apart.

She sits looking onto the road.

Under the same starry sky

They shed tears of sadness.

To their parents, it was a game-

Worthless and deceitful.

But to them, it was their lifes-

Torn asunder by the ones they loved.

 

 

CHORUS:

 

 

Verse 3:

 

The distance between the two grows further more

With each new tear shed

A silence after the storm-

Not to be forgotten.

Their love will never fade and

They will be together forever

In their hearts to stay.

 

 

CHORUS:

 

 

Verse 4:

 

To their parents, it was a game-

Worthless and deceitful.

But to them, it was their lifes-

Torn asunder by the ones they loved.

The distance between the two grows further more

With each new tear shed

A silence after the storm-

Not to be forgotten

 

 

CHORUS:

 

 

Verse 5:

 

Their love will never fade and

They will be together forever

In their hearts to stay.

 

CHORUS x2

 

Because I don't want us to be forbidden too...

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ForbiddenSeptember 26, 2006

Verse 1:


A forbidden love is shared
Two souls kept apart to marry another two.
Bound by tradition, culture and faith
Encaptured by trust, honesty and love.

 

 

Chorus:


Open the door
Walk in my life
Stay 'til we both die
Close the windows
Gas us out
Because I don't wanna be...
Forbidden.

 

 

Verse 2:

 

Two souls not meant to be

But joined as one each night

By the sea they secretly meet

With pretty purple flowers

Drifting by in the moonlight

To elope one day and run away

 

 

CHORUS:

 

 

Verse 3:

 

A forbidden plan is formed nervously

Not knowing where to go or what to do

Their love holds them together,

Though things are really tough,

Their love is strong-it will win.

 


CHORUS x2

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My Bangers & Bimbos CharacterMay 2, 2006